the past?

i was wrong when i hurt u, did u hav
2 hurt me too. do u thnk ths wud make
it better, did anyone tel u that, to
4give is to 4get...

i must 4give u, u must 4give me too.
if we want to try to put things back
d way they used to be, coz theres no
sense in going over and over d same
things as b4, so lets nt bring d past
love anymore....

i must must 4give u, and u must 4give
me too. thats d only thng thats left
that we havent tried to do, one thng
im sure will work that we havnt tried b4,
lets nt bring d past love anymore...

a goodbye poem

n so it comes jst as it is, a day no
longer hir, n through my trmbling
fngrtips, d memories of d yr..
i wave farewell 2 ol our dreams.
i wil 4get u never.
i hope d crziest times we had wil
stay with u 4rvr.

but as i cry n pain, my pal,
my very gud frnd.
a farewel wil nvr b d end..
although it hurts 2 say gudbye,
ur frend i'll always...

for sale:

hu wants to buy my heart?
im having it for sale...
though its only 2nd hand,
still if functions well..
coz once, i sold it whole,
but, returned it into pieces
so i had it all repaired
and now im back in business..
hu wants to buy my heart?
satisfaction guaranteed..
it is free service charge
and a lifetime warranty
so if u're asking 4 the piece,
well, you're in for a bargain..
it only costs ur love..
will you now take my heart?

My unfathomable heart cock crows have emanated & the sun rose up, your piece has dimmed to my wilt, & there it is trapped. Hoping for a windfall & providence like dust, for I could approach & confer with you at last. This magnum opus of mine I bequeath to you, with undying devotion that is incessantly true...I divulge a presentiment that I follow...& see a cryptic message underneath that can't be hollow, before this glorious day be done. Open your eyes look for the sun. Until the clouds that obscure the sky. Have faded away & persistently gone by. Put this masterpiece of mine high aloft above holding it like it would never be like a dove, for you to envisage what my heart fondles deep inside a sensation for eternity I would allow to reside. A love that lies deep into an unfathomable heart. That is subjected by an endless pedagogy of art. You are the only one above the rest. Who could pitch me in extreme euphoria & sadness? Mellifluously, I utter these words again...I love you, even if I’m in the middle of the den...

love for the sake of love without expecting anything in return?
ideal?
But can we really expect ourseleves to feel this way?
Act?
Yes,
But feel?
May be not.
I believe love is giving a big part of yourself,
& in d process, u find urself needing some of it back...

sumtyms i wanna cry out my long-kept-tears..but i'm scared dat no one will bother to show some care..& dat's y i'v decided 2 kip it ol hir..& i dont care even if it will be 2 hard 2 bear..bcoz sumtyms..other people dont mind if u're in pain..as long as dey see u smile, dey'l assume u're ok..

my love is in vain...

i am reminded that i am alone,reminded of this cursed heart of stone.pain and rejection are things i hate,and yet i realized that this is fate.in my mind i see your face,dreaming of ur sweet embrace,i want to tell u wat is true,these profound words "i love you"night after night i begin to shedtears,for i am not able to face my fears,i start to think of u during the night,i try to forget u with all my might,yet i know through all this pain,that all my love is in vain...

life is too short...

life is too short, i want to make it right this day on. i'll be so much better now. i'l put my head up. then i wont need somebody. now, i realize, love is not all that i need. companion and trust is necessary. but for now, i'll be on my own. until one day, someone will come and share happiness, life, and trust with me. im not perfect, but certainly not worst. i've done everything that i can, my all. something u have not done for me though u ask me before to come back. but asking is not enough, a text won't do any. tears are falling, coz i have memories to let go. this is not the end, just another chapter. i won't regret now. i did my best. thank u again. i really learned a lot..@_@....